||[Nov. 10th, 2007|04:42 am]
|||||One Step Closer - U2||]|
How I've missed you!
Well, I'm back from San Francisco.
It was quite nice there.
Recycling bins everywhere.
There were many hills.
And it was quite chilly.
Alcatraz was tre cool.
Very creepy and such.
Now that I'm home,
I've been up to many useful things,
Like not catching up on any of my work
Or working on my PMC speech.
I'm sooo jetlagged.
I slept the whole plane ride.
So I already slept 6 hours
And I was 3 hours off.
So my body's just not working.
But such is life.
My daddy says my cell phone plan
Is getting renewed soon
So I can upgrade.
An iPhone would only be like $100.
I've been looking up stuff
And I'm pretty sure it seems like
A good idea
Beyond the fact that it's freaking awesome.
I'm just worried there's not enough memory.
I have an 8gb ipod right now that's almost filled up
So I don't know if a 8gb iphone is going to hold
All of my music, pictures, contacts, messages, and the like.
If I had to carry around an iPod to,
That would very much defeat the purpose.
I should wait until they come out with a bigger one.
I missed obsessively checking genesis.
I'm getting a few B's this marking period.
I'm less upset about this than I thought I would be.
I went into this year with such apathy.
Well, not even that.
It's not like I don't care.
I care, but I'm not willing
To work for my grades.
So this year the A's aren't just coming
And I'm like, wtf?
I'll probably pick it up through the year
Now that I've realised I have to work.
I find it funny that I'm getting B's in
Debate and PreCalc.
Math is normally my best subject
And I'm on the debate team!
I expected to get a B in Chem.
I may scrape by with an A.
Depends how I did on my lab book.
This year has been quite boring so far.
I shouldn't say that,
Because now something bad's going to happen.
I'm just sort of chilling.
Since I'm single,
I keep expecting to feel lonely.
But I'm not.
Actually, the thought of having a boyfriend
Stresses me out.
This is odd.
Usually I spend the time between boyfriends
Feeling all crap about myself
And thinking I'd be so much better off
If only SOMEBODY would love me!
I've managed to keep myself out of drama, mostly.
I feel like everything around me is changing and shifting
But I'm just sort of here.
Everyone's growing up and making friends
And I am just the same as I've always been.
Btw, I'm done with people getting in car accidents.
A close family friend from church
Got into a bad accident this week.
She cracked a bunch of vertebrae(sp?)
I'm just so glad she's alive.
She was trapped in the car for awhile.
So, message to God:
I get it.
Cars are scary and dangerous.
I <3 Bono